It is amazing to me how revelations hit. Just like that it pops into your head and it all seems so clear and simple. Why couldn't it make sense before?? I sometimes think it's like having that wrong language setting on your TV. You're watching a show and trying to understand what's going on and can't for the life of you figure it all out. Folks keep telling you what's going on, but for you, it's all muddy and nonsensical. And then...the setting changes and it all becomes intelligible again. You have no clue what has happened and what change has occurred, but the relief in understanding what's going on around you is profound.
So proud of you and the changes you've gone through. Do you see how wondrous you are? Do you see how you have the power to make your own happiness in life? You've had this power all this time, and now you've been unleashed to use it! BRAVO!!!
Now get out there and get to that life you've had on hold!!
Alice