I am tring to find the strength to make the right decision. I have been through this before but had more time to heal (7months). 4 days for me is just not enough. My heart wants him home with me so bad
, but I don't know if this is good for me and the kids or even his recovery. He says being with us helps but it didn't help him from relasping. I am so torn between what my heart tells me and what my head tells me is the right thing.