Hi All,
Today I have my first appointment with Yarrow Place, the rape crisis centre Dee so kindly put me on to. [can't thank you enough Dee, I would have never done it without you]
I am really scared and anxious as I find it really hard to talk about what happened to me in person. I'm fine talking about it with you guys though.
Yesterday I was practically planning a relapse and was gonna take more pills with me 'just in case in needed them'. After reading one of my hero's posts who had just had a relapse I'm not going to. I'm sad that it happened to her but so glad that her honesty made me realise what I was planning to do was stupid.
No matter how I feel today I am not going over my tapering dose.
At least, unlike her, I will be talking to someone trained to deal with sexual assault.
I will update my thread later or tomorrow morning to let you know how it went.
Love to you all my friends,
Faerie xx