Originally Posted by
californiapoppy 
Originally Posted by tyler
It's nights like this I don't know why I even try.
One step forward, two steps back. My life.
I keep trying because that's the only VALID option. When you fall down you get up, being down is very uncomfortable, getting up isn't always easy, but being up is better.
As long as I keep active with my addiction treatment I stand a chance. And having some chance is far better than standing no chance at all...like giving up on all treatment and sinking back into constant, hopeless, day to dreary day of active addiction.
Even one day clean is cause for celebration.