Capoppy.....you're in one of the best places in the world for fantastic food and cooking. I know it'll sound cheesy to tell you to get a hobby but if you like to cook you have a world of learning in France. Just a thought. I can spend hours preparing a meal and I get into a zone of sorts and hours fly by and I have lots of fun. Having people thank me for a good meal is fulfilling. Don't drink today.