Thanks everyone for your support! I most definitely will be taking the time to finding the support I need and figuring out what is best for me moving forward.
I must say this hasn't been easy. The last two days she's been constantly intoxicated. We leave in 9 hours to go to the treatment facility which is just over an hour away. Of course I'm nervous that she won't end up going through with it, and I'll certainly breathe a sigh of relief as I drive away, though I realize that this is just the beginning.
Again thank you all for your support and words of encouragement. It's been a tremendous help.