ZM2..
Welcome to SR!
Recovered pothead here..
Instead of "thinking" of going forever without it...just do it..just for today.
It is doable.
If I did it..you can too! Hey..you are!!!!!
For me, a program of recovery is essential for ongoing support.
But do it, however you do it.
SR is here for you, 24/7.
Keep coming back.