thank you all for your support.
[DAY 2]
Got about 3 hours of sleep last night, freezing cold sweats, but i was prepared for that and honestly it ws the best 3 hours of sleep ive had in a while. I finally had a dream lol. I know i dream everynight but when i'm in active addiction i just dont remember then but last nights "nightmare" was so vivid and real...I loved it!
I woke up 3am like "hell yea" ...I'm living again.
Didnt go to meeting yesterday , I'll try to find out if there's one being held tonight.
Again thank you all.