((daisylady))
hate that you are having such a sad and painful time.
I am 10 months separated from my ex AH and let me share with you - it is much better for me to NOT be living with the constant lies, manipulationa and deceit.
How I got to the point of "NOT" listening to the "I'm sorrys" and "Promises" that were always broken was to look at the reality of the situation - to base my decisions on his actions not his intentions, on what I knew was the truth not what he presented as the truth, and the realization of
"If you keep doing what you've always done, you will keep getting what you have always gotten"
I wanted a different life - after 16 plus years - I am working daily on making a new life for me.
That is my path for me - wishing you the best as to finding out what is your path for YOU!!
HUGS,
Rita