Hi Midton, welcome to SR
you have found a wonderful place where people understand your situation and support you in your recovery.
I am also a binge drinker, in some ways it can be worse than nightly drinking as we tend to go all out & black out (pretty hard on the body/system). I am so happy that you found this site, it has made the world of difference in my recovery.
You have to work your plan & people will ask you hard questions to help you along. Keep sharing openly & asking questions, its an important part of your recovery.
I look forward to watching you grow into your recovery.
Take Care,
NB