To be honest, it seems like your "outside the box" views are keeping you addicted and very sick. Maybe when you want to get well more than you want to stay sick you will accept help from wherever you can get it. For your sake, I hope so.
As far as the "tough guy" approach is concerned... "tough love" makes you mad and "gentle love" is dismissed. We can't do anything to help you Tib, only YOU can help yourself. So do it. Help yourself.