Stefanie,
You are in my thoughts. I read this on one of the prayer threads:
Most loving God,
We ask your blessing upon all who suffer from addiction.
Strengthen them to reach out for help.
Enable them to take the first step to recovery.
Bless them with the persistence to persevere in the flight to be free.
Give courage and hope to their families, drawing them close together in the power of your love, which alone can transform our living
Amen
-Vienna Cobb Anderson