Seriously....I am so tired of all this.
I am so tired of thinking about drinking and not drinking.
I am tired of trying to think of new and exciting ways to keep sobriety lookin good.
I am tired of trying to fix myself.
I am tired of others not fixing themselves.
I am tired of people who say "what" when they d@mn well heard you.
I am tired of reading self help books.
I am tired of "forgetting" to take care of myself.
I am tired of feeling like I have to hold the hands of those who love me to make sure that I at least get an inkling of emotion that I feel like I deserve.
I am tired.....
