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Old 07-03-2009, 03:04 PM
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FreeingMyself
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Today

So, after last nights moments - this morning was just as bad. He wouldn't talk to me really, then just started saying mean things. I was SO upset....after a couple hours he wanted to make it all better by laughing and giving me a hug. I told him all this wasn't a joke to me. He told me he had to talked to my oldest son and even he knows what a B I am, and wonders why I am so angry - talk about stabbing me, this hurt, really hurt. So after a while I left to go to my parents. I brought mine and the kids things to stay the night at least. That was at 1. Now at 5 he has called everyone in my family to make sure his daughter is ok...as if I would let anything happen to her ever....I take care of her everyday! July 20th I am moving to the other house.....this may be when we separate for a while......I feel so upset with myself for how bad it has gotten, and made that I feel bad for him because he has no one...why the H*** do I feel bad for him?
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