It's hard to "let it out" - I love helping others and am very open-minded toward all of my loved ones and friends, but it goes one way. I don't really like to confide my feelings to people. I'm sure we all feel this way to a certain degree, but it seems like there's no way my brain is normal. If that makes any sense. My thoughts are so...conflicting. Ugh, none of this makes sense. Grrrrrr.