Thank you for taking the first step, and Congratulations for having the willingness to tackle your addiction. This is where you find Luv and Support. Here you will never be judged and the one thing that will come out the ppl here is sincere honesty and genuine help :ghug
Let your desire to stop be the driving force behind your recovery and just aim to do the next right thing (Don't pick up the next tab).
When you feel like things are getting a bit too hectic, just come into the forums and here you will always find someone that will encourage you and try to help to stay clean for another day.
Just for today: I want to continue enjoying the life I've found in recovery. Today, I will take steps to maintain my foundation.