Well, I've been to two al-anon meetings (another tonight) and have my first therapy session tomorrow morning. I'm doing better, and appreciate y'all's words of wisdom. I think Al-Anon will be good for me, I can't believe how much I identify with most everyone there... Didn't realize I had a real problem until the past week or so since wife's been gone. My son and I are doing great, had a fun Father's day and are having some good quality time together.