Well at least you recognize your problem and can pick yourself back up and dust yourself off and start again. I avoided even driving by the places where I bought wine for probably a year, I generally went out of my way to buy wine at different places because I did not want to be seen as a 'regular'... It still nearly 2 years later bothers me to have walk down the wine isle at the grocery store (chips are on the same isle) not because it makes me want it but because I swear I can smell the wine and it makes me nauseated.