And you know, I am just not going to be able to give up the pool. It were just me, I could, but it's my kids' favorite place. We don't have anywhere else to swim, I can't afford another membership and the public pools are a totally different scene, not appropriate for my kids at their ages. All of our friends go to this pool, I have been making good new connections there (female, mothers, and I have been so isolated and lonely).
I guess I'm going to have to really buck up. I know he won't be there during the week, or every other weekend. On the other days, maybe I will be able to rent a really good-looking guy to accompany me.