I remember sitting at my office trying to think of something unique and I just sat there thinking and thinking, uh computer, no printerhead, no pencilhead, no calendargirl, NO all of a sudden I came up with Eclipse...no idea where it came from...just popped into my head. So I went with it. Later I googled eclipse just to see what it would say and this is what I got:
In Greek: "I cease to exist," "I am absent",
The loss, usually temporary or partial, of light, brilliancy, luster, honor, consciousness, etc.; obscuration; gloom; darkness.
to darken or hide
How depressing! is this all a subconscious thing that I am just figuring out in my new state of soberness? Is there where I had gone?
Anyway, things are much brighter now...I guess it will just be a reminder of where I was and where I don't want to go again!