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Old 06-17-2009, 04:29 AM
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Originally Posted by siamcat View Post
How can I forgive myself for any of this? I'm supposed to look at myself and say 'I forgive you siamcat, you have a 'disease' and it's not your fault, you're trying to get better now so all this is ok'. It's NOT OK! It's NOT OK that I've RUINED things and HURT people and GIVEN UP possibility and STUNTED my growth on EVERY PERCEIVABLE LEVEL EVER!!!!

Crap,... I don't know.

You move on. Cut yourself some slack no matter how difficult that is for you to do.

For me, it's the only way to begin to heal.
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