don't feel too bad tyler..my son is 30 and has yet to move out of the house! lol
I think i'm settleing down a little from the lose of my friend. Still sucks, but...i have realized i can't just shut down from people cause there is always pain when there are relationships....jsut like there is joy.
Am still struggling a bit with considering drinking....not anything immediate since sunday, but just taht drinking is in a dangerously close place in my head so that i could be back into the immedicacy again in an instant...if that makes any since.
So i've got to try and do some things to take myself farther from the drink. So far, i havent lost track of just how physically ill i was from the drinking..i guess that there can be some advantages to having a physically destructive drinking career to look back on to keep you in touch with reality when you're brain is trying to mess with you
I'm gonna take a nap now and dream about "nice things" then i'll get up and do my work for the day.
anyhow..just checking in