((((SLA)))) I'm so sorry to hear about all that you have endured. I can't offer much in the way of advice, just hugs and good thoughts.
Please keep reading and keep posting. I know that you are on pins and needles waiting to see what you find when you get home from work. But remember that you did not cause your AH's addiction, you cannot control his addiction, and you cannot cure him. All you need to do is take care of yourself right now. Perhaps you should consider staying with a friend or relative tonight in order to avoid his current drama.....
Hugs and prayers,
HG