Ok, guys. NOT going "home" tomorrow. I simply don't have the reserves. Like a car running on gas fumes. I cannot bear the thought of a long flight, car rental, hotel, etc. No, I am just going to stay home here to do what must be done. It's going to be hard. Gosh, and I put my pets in boarding. That can be undone easily enough. I did eat the car rental. It's amazing how far all of this will take a person down.
Zencat, your head really is in the right space. I do hope to get there.