Originally Posted by
Katie09 
Did speak with my treatment therapist today. He is a great guy. My plan is to go "home" for a week tomorrow and do some soul searching. I have just *so much work* to do to fix me that it seems insurmountable. All these years of drinking and screwing up my life. Oh well, I'll just take it a day at a time and do the best I can.
Its not so insurmountable as it seems...it just takes time...alone...to do the work without any distractions. A time to find balance and stability. A time to regain a healthy perspective about relationships, what you can offer, what your capable of receiving. A time of learning the only love one can get is the love they can give...give to one selves that is. After that love radiates out from within to gather love from others. It is attraction rather than promotion.