Originally Posted by
uglyeyes 
I don't believe I am addicted or diseased. I believe I learned ways of dealing with or adjusting emotions when I was young that at some point became destructive towards my well being. Now I am learning new coping strategies that will be more beneficial to my emotional, physical and spiritual well being and growth.
Wow! I like this. I wish I could say I was in your position. Unfortunately, I have been doing all for so many years now that I believe myself to be addicted. But good for you at your experience! Should make it easier to get past.
