And I want to add that you can get help from social services. Especoially with emergency situations liek this.
If your just goin to give up on being happy. Why not gibe up on trying to save money and bills too?
Whats the point of that? If you dont want to live than why do any of that?
Think about that.
You have to take responsibility and control somewhere here Bam.
Sometimes you gotta say F it and do what you gotta do to get right.
If you keep goin o like this. Your not goin to get better. And you may not be around to drive a car or move into a new place.
You have to fight..I mean literally fight every way possible if you want results. Noon eis goin to do it for you. No therapist or Dr can fix you.
I hope you dont take that wrong or harsh. I care alot about you.
You make me laugh and you are an awesome chick.
I know you got it in you to do better.