(((Bam)))), I guess the point is to keep on keeping on and hope for better days. I am unemployed and, trust me, I don't even want to think about what the future holds.
HOWEVER, what you do have today is sobriety, right? I mean, that's more than a LOT of people have. I know it can suck at times, but think of it as a HUGE accomplishment, as it is.