Well, I decided to really screw up and fell asleep with something cooking on the stove. Woke up and my whole house was enveloped in this huge haze of smoke. I don't even remember if my smoke detector woke me up or if I just woke up. Looks like it's time for a new battery. I sat in the backyard just watching these clouds of smoke exit from my house. Really quite an eery feeling. To make matters worse, I am in no shape to volunteer. Too worried about the shakes. I tell ya, this really sucks. I am so going to deal with this in my group tomorrow night. I could go to a 4 pm. meeting today but I probably won't. I am definitely going to have to adjust my way of thinking before something very bad happens. Intellectually, I know all this stuff. I just can't seem to get my crap together on the emotional level which is where this sort of stuff must get done.
At least the next holiday isn't for about five weeks.