Katie...I work in an industry where maybe 5% of the people I come in contact with survive...and by survive I mean get well enough to die at home. I will tell you what I tell my patients...FIGHT damn it...your not done yet. You are still young...despite your foot issues you are in good health...you are obviously intelligent so what do you have to lose??? FIGHT damn it!!! LOL...Change how you look at things Katie and what you look at will change. You are way more powerful than you give yourself credit for.