Originally Posted by
Bamboozle 
*Bam raises both hands in the air*
Katie...one of the biggest reasons I've relapsed time and time again is because of suicidal thoughts. I know I'm not allowed to talk about it here, but it's a huge problem. It's a shame that this is such a taboo subject. At least my therapist knows what's going on...I've been very honest.
My thoughts/emotions take over time and again. Sometimes it's too much to bear.
I'm hanging in there, though. I'm working with my therapist and doctor right now to get the best treatment.
One thing that helps me a lot is getting away from people. I go for walks and take pictures. It is a way to cope.
Bam, I do hope you are on some kind of medication for this? Sounds to me like it might be a good idea, although no Dr. here. I too dabble in the checking out idea once in a while, but it passes quickly. Somehow maybe saying it removes the thought. I don't know. I think going for walks and taking pictures is an excellent way to deal with things.