Oh, and no worries Gerry P. I know everyone in here comes from their own place. I appreciate everyone's honesty and time and concern. You have all opened my eyes immensely!!
I know that I am in way over my head here, and I would never pretend to understand everything that you guys have been through...it sounds like it's been a rough road for many. I wish the best for all of you! Hugs all around!