Having Trouble Sorting Out Feelings
Hi.
I need a little advice.
In 3 weeks my exabf is getting married to the OW outside of my hometown. I try not to think about it and I do a pretty good job for a while. However, every night I dream about this situation. I have no idea how to stop that. I wake up feeling sad. The closest analogy I can think of is standing on a RR track and watching a train approaching. You need to get off the track, but you feel paralyzed. You just stare at the train as it comes closer.
I am terrified for some reason that I don't understand. My stomach is in nervous knots and I am having trouble eating. I don't know what is wrong.
Ideas?
Miss