2 hours before I flee from the job, thanks a lot for all of your wise words, they kept me going today.
Now its becoming dangerous as my anger subsides I start telling myself "well one more chance, he has been great this month... " but thank God I am going from SR to the therapist to keep me on the right track... how many weekends like that am I willing to spend? zero!!!!!
Sticking with the No Contact with ex AH bf has made it easier to go No contact with others.
Thanks all (((gigantic hug to SR members and guests))))