(((Cass)))
I know how much it hurts when you get to this point. I got here, both with my own addiction and with the XABF, and I think it was harder to accept my powerlessness with him, than it was over the drugs.
As hard as it seems now, it is at this point that you can finally start moving forward again. It's when my heart, mind and gut finally all got the message, that I could truly work on me, and figure out what I needed in my life.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy