It is so nice to hear that you are moving on and doing well. I have to agree the stress of living with an addict really will do a number on you physically and mentally. Even with my son now in rehab I am not back to myself I have no motivation to do anything, I don't have the get up and go I use too. I put on a few pounds the last few weeks, and it makes me feel horrible just not eating right. I did start going to the meetings first one last week, I know it is time to work on me now. They suck the life out of you. Even when they are in treatment you worry about what it will be like when they come home. It seems like a never ending cycle with addiction. Wishing you the very best. Julie