Not so hot today. Weak. No motivation. No energy. Don't care.
I don't like being apathetic, but that's what I am right now. I hope this goes away soon.
I don't want to be around anyone today. I don't want anyone to see me and I don't want to see anyone. I don't want to talk to people on the phone or in person.
Funny thing is, I had a drinking dream last night. Do I want to drink now? Interstingly enough, no. I haven't wanted to drink at all this week. I don't know why I don't feel like it, but that's nothing to be happy about. It feels weird. I'm almost 6 weeks sober? I'm not sure. I didn't write down the date when I quit.
I'm not making any progress at all. Nothing is helping. I can tell my med is not working like it first was. What a disappointment. I'm tired of trying.