Thanks for the support guys.
I've decided I'm going to give myself 3 more nights going out, really really make a conscious effort to try and control myself with how much I'm drinking (which to be fair I havn't really tried that hard to do in the past I don't think), and see how I get on. I feel I owe myself that.
It might not work, and those 3 nights out I might end up as just as much of a mess as usual... but I think it's worth a go. If it doesn't work then I'm going to have to look at stopping altogether I think.
But here's hoping it doesn't come to that! What harm can 3 more nights do? (let's hope that's not famous last words! lol)
Cheers. Will let you know how I do
