gneiss

Alcohol is more difficult for me than meth. It wasn't at first, the cravings for meth were horrible. But having my car searched by the police, looking for the bag of meth my bf had just swallowed, kinda ended it. It took every last bit of fun out of being high that night. Not to say we didn't make the best of it anyway, but it really killed the desire to do it again. To the point that about ten days ago when someone waved a bag of meth under my nose and asked if I wanted a line, I said no thanks. It wasn't even difficult, I had no desire for it. I hope that continues... actually I hope I'm never asked again. But if I am, I hope it's always that easy.