Hi curiousfox ,
For me you are really brave and wise young man .
You enjoy parties like I did . I used to go to clubs 3 times a week at my 20's ...
Btw I've completed university at 22 ... and at this age I couldn't imagine not to drink at all !!! .
10 years later ... I went to the first AA meeting in my life . I didn't like it . I didn't want to admit I was powerless on alcohol , on anything .
Another 10 years later ... I am recovering alcoholic , father of 3 boys and happy man .
You are great young man
you are here and found SR forum .
Well , see you in a few weeks ,
vicc ,
PS. Sooner or later you will be here .