welcome!!!
My best definitions of my alcoholism, I didn't get into trouble every time I drank, but every time I got into trouble I had been drinking. When I drank, I absolutely could not guarantee the outcome, I might have 2, I might have 20.
Whether or not we think you're alcoholic is immaterial, what conclusions you come to on your own are the ones that will make a difference. Folks tried to tell me for years, the legal system had a go at me on many occasions, it did absolutely no good at the time.
Keep coming back, you'll find a lot of support here.