Hmm. I had a great night last night. Went out to a restaurant. Had a drink. When the waitress offered another I said no thanks. I know I don't dare drink more than that. It chilled me out after a long week.
I didn't want meth (40-something days off that, and doing great. I was offered some last weekend and said no thanks, and I didn't have that little wistful well-maybe-just-once I normally get. I know I'm done with it), and I didn't feel like I needed to drink more. I also felt just fine when I woke up this morning.
So maybe I'm in DK's boat. I seem to have put meth behind me, and it seems I could possibly have a drink and be fine with it. I just worry that, knowing how my brain works, if I break my own rule and have one, what's to keep me from breaking the new rule and have two instead? And if I'm fine with two, why not have a third? So I guess I'd better stay off the booze.