That was a bit unnecessary Donna.....
Paul, you need to sit down and think about what you wanna do, if you are an alkie/addict whatever, then drinking/using is always gonna bite you in the arse.
Normal people can have a wild night and get away with it...we can't, not for long anyway. So if you think you are an alkie/addict then you know you are heading for trouble if you choose to carry on. It is your choice.