Originally Posted by gneiss

Just another crappy day for me, hence not posting much. I don't want drugs I just want my life to go away and stop picking on me. I haven't felt so depressed ever in my entire life. I've been clean for 46 days and instead of getting better everything is out of control. I lost track of who I was thanks to drugs and I started to get it back for a while. Now everything is spiraling out of control again.