Mad as heck
My boyfriend is a crack addict also. I have tried loving him clean, given ultimadiums, kicked him out, payed some of his bills, left him then took him back because of the promises of never doing it again,and many more things. I relieze that I am so co-dependent I could just scream. I love him so much but this time I loved him enough to leave him. This is the longest we have ever gone without talking or speaking.
I too was a crack addict 18yrs ago, however, I never looked back. I had a child and looking in his face reminded me of my sobriety. I don't know what it's going to take for my boyfriend to hit bottom and get clean once and for all.I do know one thing though I'm done enabling him to hurt and betray me and lie too me anymore