I even drove right past my meth dealer's house... right there, so close. But I didn't do it. God I wanted to. I had cash in hand. But I chickened out, basically. Thank Whoever I'm a chicken.
Today I went to the lake and walked 2.5 miles down a 7.5 mile trail then turned and came back because it was getting dark. So a 5-mile walk. It felt really good and I'm in a much better mood for it.
When you are in a room, look to the people you admire the most and the least, then make a list of the reasons why. You can adopt these characteristics or extricate them in your own character.
Do you admire anyone who does meth?
Do you admire anyone who commits themselves to fitness?
You are replacing destructive behavior that will ruin you life with behavior that will make you feel better and make your life more fulfilling.
Liberating, isn’t it?