Ok, I cannot handle all this AA stuff. I am not making excuses, rather I abhor the "program." So, to this end, I need to vent rather than pick up a drink. I truly despise all of this AA stuff. I have had 32 years of this stuff. It has damaged me greatly, to the extent I had an AA member, who smoked crack, come to my house and for the first time in five years of living here, the police were called on me. (BTW, I have NEVER had the police called on me in my lifetime.) I am NOT that kind of girl, hence my belief that I wish the drug users would just go to NA. Ok, not popular, and this may get deleted, but I am really pissed off. There IS a difference between alcoholics and crack users. Ok, this is my truth and, since I cannot express this in my group, I'll stick by it. And I know this, as this whole addiction thing hits on different neurotransitters. Dopamine versus Serontonin, so I am scientically based.
Last edited by Katie09; 04-17-2009 at 01:46 PM.