Ok so the sleeping thing isnt happening right now and...for right now thats ok with me. I had a few rough days...actually went back to bed after my shower today and slept till 4pm! So not likely that I will sleep anytime soon tonight. and thats ok..I am feeling somewhat better so I will just be grateful for that for now and call it good. Seems like when I try at one goal something more important comes up. Like for the past few days concentrating on my sanity seemed to take precedent over what time I went to bed! lol Well I will try again tomorrow. Thats all we can do. I am thankful for the sleep I got today.