Hey peeps...
Well...today was uhmm weird.
I am not feeling well, seems normal lately. I am gonna go to my doctor after I get some of the bills I have paid. Thinking maybe depression? ... or maybe I am lazy? Who knows. I did take a walk today though which did help some.
I agreed today also to get on a plane. I hate flying! Scares the whoo ha out of me. Not only one but 4 take offs and landings before I will be safe at home. I may not go and have to repay my father in law for the ticket. Makes me feel like a big baby.
Im sad, anxious, have no energy or motivation, just dont know what to do with myself. I know I wont drink, that's the last of my worries. I KNOW I would never let the thought pattern start that would get me there. BUT...I am tired of feeling like this.
I was great just a few weeks ago. I have no idea what the freak happened.....
Maybe I should have posted in whiners....
