I am glad that you will be talking to your psychiatrist soon. Is he the dr who is prescribing these pills? If so, hopefully you can explain to him how you are feeling and that you want to stop taking them.
I don't have any advice to offer, but I hope you keep posting.
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.